this is the way suppose to be

today I'm so happy because i had finished a whole subject of life span development..i really need to thanks to my brother plus senior that same course with me.i cannot imagine how i past those time.because now i think back,it really drives me crazy and so unbelievable.i started to study at 10 something and we take a break at 12pm for our lunch.and then we come back home about 1pm ,then we continue our journey again til 2pm then my brother he went to church to practice tomorrow Sunday service's songs.so i take that chance to took a nap,til 4pm i continue again..then from that i started to study with the guide and help from my brother i succeed to finished the whole subject by 6pm evening..wow!!i feel I'm alive again,i can feel my soul and i ate alot too compare to a few days ago.

actually what i wanna to express is I'm so blessing because  these days i got alots of sisters and brothers they accompany me to stand until today.if without their encouragement and spiritual supported maybe until  today i still haven't go through my books.thank god i have them.although when study we all suffered the same things which is the stress and other distraction but i really enjoy  in that process.it seems like we are fighting with evil spirit or Satan from distracting our concentration on studies..now i recall back,it really so interesting.this is 1st time i study til so fun and enjoy the process of study..^^..i hope that next time also i can continue study with those sisters and brothers when examination coming.